My lips didn't quiver, but I was surprised that he couldn't read the words spelled out plainly in
my eyes
Time passed slowly while he waited for my answerIt was agonizing, having to stare into his
eyes, having to see the revulsion thereAs if that weren't enough, Melanie's anger continued to
slice at me from the insideHer jealousy swelled into a bitter flood that washed through my
body and left it polluted
More time passed, and the tears welled up until they couldn't be contained in my eyes anymore
They spilled over onto my cheeks and rolled silently into Jared's palmHis expression didn't
change
Finally, I'd had enoughI closed my eyes and jerked my head downRather than hurt me, he
dropped his hand
He sighed, frustrated
I expected he would leaveI stared at my hands again, waiting for thatMy heartbeat marked
the passing minutesHe seemed carved out of stone beside meIt
fit him, this stonelike stillnessIt fit his new, hard expression, the flint in his eyes
Melanie pondered this Jared, comparing him with the man he used to beShe remembered an
unremarkable day on the run?
?Argh!? Jared
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Jared lounges on the leather sofa and Jamie sprawls on the carpet in front of himThey're
watching a basketball game on the big-screen TVThe para-sites who live in this house are at
work, and we've already filled the jeep with all it can holdWe have hours to rest before we
need to disappear again
On the TV, two players are disagreeing politely on the sidelineThe cameraman is close; we
can hear what they're saying
?I believe I was the last one to touch it?it's your ball
?I'm not sure about thatI wouldn't want to take any unfair advantageWe'd better have the
refs review the tape
The players shake hands, pat each other's shoulders
?This is ridiculous,? Jared grumbles
?I can't stand it,? Jamie agrees, mirroring Jared's tone perfectly; he sounds more like Jared every
day?one of the many forms his hero worship has taken?Is there anything else on??
Jared flips through a few channels until he finds a track and field meetThe parasites are
holding the Olympics in Haiti right nowFrom what we can see, the aliens are all hugely excited
about itLots of them have Olympic
balenciaga le dix motorcycle bag black flags outside their housesIt's not the same, though
Everyone who participates gets a medal now
But they can't really screw up the hundred-meter dashIndividual parasite sports are much more
entertaining than when they try to compete against each other directlyThey perform better in
separate lanes
?Mel, come relax,? Jared calls
I stand by the back door out of habit, not because I'm tensed to runNot because I'm
frightenedEmpty habit, nothing moreHe pulls me onto his lap and tucks my head under his chin
?Comfortable?? he asks
?Yes,? I say, because I really, truly am entirely comfortableHere, in an alien's house
Dad used to say lots of funny things?like he was speaking his own language sometimes
Twenty-three skidoo, salad days, nosy parker, bandbox fresh, the catbird seat, chocolate teapot,
and something about Grandma sucking eggsOne of his favorites wassafe as houses
Teaching me to ride a bike, my mother worrying in the doorway:?Calm down, Linda, this street
is safe as houses Convincing Jamie to sleep without his nightlight:?It's safe as houses in here,
son, not a monster for miles
Then
men's omega watch overnight the world turned into a hideous nightmare, and the phrase became a black joke
to Jamie and meHouses were the most dangerous places we knew
Hiding in a patch of scrubby pines, watching a car pull out from the garage of a secluded home,
deciding whether to make a food run, whether it was too diceyDo you think the parasites'll be
gone for long?? ?No way?that place is safe as housesLet's get out of here
And now I can sit here and watch TV like it is five years ago and Mom and Dad are in the other
room and I've never spent a night hiding in a drainpipe with Jamie and a bunch of rats while
body snatchers with spotlights search for the thieves who made off with a bag of dried beans
and a bowl of cold spaghetti
I know that if Jamie and I survived alone for twenty years we would never find this feeling on
our ownThe feeling of safetyMore than safety, even?happinessSafe and happy, two things I
thought I'd never feel again
Jared makes us feel that way without trying, just by being Jared
I breathe in the scent of his skin and feel the warmth of his body under mine
Jared makes everything safe,
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He still makes me feel safe,Melanie realized, feeling the warmth where his arm was just half an
inch from minehough he doesn't even know I'm hereLoving Jared made me feel less safe than anything else I could think of
I wondered if Melanie and I would have loved Jared if he'd always been who he was now,
rather than the smiling Jared in our memories, the one who had come to Melanie with his hands
full of hope and miraclesWould she have followed him if he'd always been so hard and cynical?
If the loss of his laughing father and wild big brothers had iced him over the way nothing but
Melanie's loss had?
Of course would love Jared in any formEven like this, he belongs with me
I wondered if the same held true for meWould I love him now if he were like this in her
memory?
Then I was interruptedWithout any cue that I perceived, suddenly Jared was talking, speaking
as if we were in the middle of a conversation
?And so, because of you, Jeb and Jamie are convinced that it's possible to continue some kind
of awareness after? being caughtThey're both sure Mel's still kicking in
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